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Saturday, December 25, 2004
9:58 PM

people who look forward to NS should be shot dead instantly. i mean, as far as i can see, its no different from jail. every single day is plain routine. and from the moment we step into camp, we're counting down to the day we can book out. zzzzz. bah, 2 years. i could've spent it gaming, slacking, drumming, sleeping, or studying at least. bahhh

Friday, December 24, 2004
2:00 PM

guess who's back? lol. just got home after another week of hell at TRACOM (training command). i guess my muscles have adapted to the training already? its like, i can do crunches without writhing around like a dying snake? i can do diamond pushups relatively well? think my muscles pain until cannot pain liao lolz. nothing much to say, TRACOM is an okay place la. the only thing is that some of the younger FIs are bloody fuckers man. i mean, some of the shit they make us do has no rationale behind them at all..zzzzz. i respect the older FIs like Md Noor, and Eddy, or Fazli. those guys are really good man.

just a quick update, and i'm off again..meeting my bunkmates to chill out later at somerset. i don't smoke, and i don't drink beer, so now they're forcing my to drink bourbons and whiskey,,zzz i'm so dead lol.

thats all for now, cya around soon~ merry xmas!

Saturday, December 18, 2004
8:34 PM

Romaji

Nee kawatteku mono wa
Tashika ni aru keredo
Nee kawaranai mono mo
Koko ni wa aru koto wo
Shinjite irareru you ni natta no wa
Tsutaete kureru kimi ga ita kara

Daremo itsuka tatta hitori no
Hito ni deau tame aruiteku

Boku wa kimi ni deau sono tame
Aruite kitan darou

Nee kore kara mo onaji
Keshiki wo mite yukou
Kore kara saki donna dekigoto ga
Machiukete itemo wasurenaide

Itsu demo kimi no soba ni iru yo
Hoka ni wa nanimo dekinai kedo

Namida no hi mo egao no hi ni mo
Kimi no soba ni iyou

Daremo itsuka tatta hitori no
Hito ni deau tame aruiteku

Itsuka umare kawatta toshitemo
Kitto kimi wo mitsukerun darou

Boku wa kimi ni deau sono tame
Mata aruitekun darou

English Translation

There are certainly
Some things which change
But the reason I've become able to believe
That here there is
Something unchanging
Is because you were there to tell me

Everyone walks along
In order to someday find that one person

I must have been walking
In order to find you

Let's continue to watch
The same scenery together
From now on, no matter what
Awaits us, don't forget

I'm always by your side
Though there's nothing else I can do

On days of tears and days of smiles
I'll be by your side

Everyone walks along
In order to someday find that one person

Even if someday we're reborn
I know I'll be able to find you

I'll walk along again
In order to find you

-Close To You, Ayumi Hamasaki

i'm usually not a fan of cheesy love ballads, but hey, this one's by ayumi, and the lyrics are pretty subtle, and fit perfectly well with the tranquil rhythm of the song.

talk about tranquility.. imma booking in tmr nite again. till next week, cya~

Monday, December 13, 2004
8:01 PM

..this is it. imma really going off. goodbye civilian life. to all my friends, keep in touch k. i'll try to keep my phone on if possible..lolz.

and, just wanna thank those friends who made me "farewell" gifts, so sweet of yall..awwwww i will miss u guys!

p.s. s23 rox=)

Friday, December 10, 2004
1:19 PM

ogay.. this shall be the last post before i shut down this blog (at least temporarily) and transcend to an unknown realm never to be heard or seen again.

well, i never expected my post-exam hols to be THIS short.. well, i guess i just have to face it. there's only 3 days left to NS. its been a rather eventful 2 weeks or so? although i kinda regret severing ties with certain people. zz. its for the best i guess.

finally packed away all my notes and books and all..lol. it was kinda nostalgic actually. i feel damn worried la. i think my results are gonna be damn screwed.. sigh.

with that, i guess i have cleared this horrendous college phase of life, and a new dawn of plentiful opportunities (lol?) arises with the impending NS. zzz.

i'll be back in 2 years time.. till then, cya, take care, break a leg. Nite.

Tuesday, December 07, 2004
3:35 PM

zzzzzzzzz it was voluntary ok? don't ask. damn pissed. tmd.

Monday, December 06, 2004
1:42 AM

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Sunday, December 05, 2004
1:32 AM

check out hilary duff's new look:



she looks strikingly similar to holly valance in the naughty girl music video. hmmm.

Thursday, December 02, 2004
1:04 AM

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