today was.
a comedy of errors.
after the 20 or so smses last night sent among the 8 conspirators (of which i was one), it was decided that we would have to go down to school, and at least observe them for awhile. i was worried and anxious. but nvm. anyways, i met teo at the bus stop at 10, and we drearily went to sch, only to find that everyone had already gathered. it was the day of the ctss liondance exhibition. apparently it didnt concern us j2s, since we weren't the ones performing, the juniors were totally involved in it, cymbals drums and lino and all. but the thing is, weirdly, chong claimed that we j2s had promised her that we would go down to support the juniors. now wait a minute. when did we ever make this promise? i was like, wtf? nvm, it was still ok. i kept myself calm. so initially, we decided that we would just leave after helping the juniors to load all the props into the lorry. so we had a faceoff with chong. actually she wanted a parents' letter for our absence, but i think she kinda gave up on us in the end. well, she was being unreasonable, but i guess the fault is partly ours too, coz we keep making last minute cancellations of plans. so in the end, our emotions overrridden with guilt, we were psychoed to board the lorry. so now, the plan was, we would go along in the lorry, but we'd leave when we reached ctss. so yea, i kept my calm. it wasn't that bad really, being on the lorry with the troupe is always exciting even though i've been on such trips on many occassions. i was reluctant to drum, but was forced to by the seniors.. but it felt good. gosh, i haven't been drumming for so long, got kinda rusty. but the feeling was there. i could feel the adrenaline rush after drumming, its been a long time. so we got to ctss, helped them unload the props and all, and we finally left the place at around 1plus? on the pretext that we had to go get the veggie(chai) for the lion. actually us j2s, it was our opportunity to sneak off lol. so we had our lunch and all, i was kinda shagged out after the whole thing ended at around 1.30. i've come to realise that i'm really not on such good terms with the juniors. i mean, its not that i want to actually, they are quite nice people. but i just can't communicate with some of them. and chong keeps breathing down on my neck, "you better hand down your post properly. you have 1 week to do so." i mean, why is it always my fault? the new QM should take the initiative to ask me about his post. anyway i handed him my key today, yea, how sad. i've kinda officially stepped down as a QM.
and after the whole incident, i had this funny idea of going to get my hair cut. i was sick of my hippie look really, my hair was growing out of control. the queue at the barber was almost phenomenal. there were 12 people ahead of me in the queue, wtf? so i actually sat down and stoned.. i dunno.. for around 1.5hours? but the barber was quite friendly actually, he was like chatting with me the whole time, so it wasn't that bad. lol, and i have a new haircut. tanktop. better than my hippie hairstyle. its about as short as my hair can get.
so basically, i wasted the entire day. 3 days before CTs and here i am, going out. i'm insane. i'm doomed. i'm i'm i'm....... *too exasperated to type*
okok. i shall go off now. sighs.
