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Monday, December 26, 2005
1:44 PM

Blasting Coldplay on my comp now and strangely, the music is making me feel rather melancholic. I know its supposed to be the festive season and all, but I'm not exactly in the highest of spirits right now. In fact I feel quite sad. I'm tired of fronting that I'm happy in front of others just for the sake of it. The fact is, I haven't really been happy since 2005 began. This has been a bad year for me, but I feel the mood is gonna carry over to next year as well. I shall not lie to myself that next year is gonna be a good year, cause it isn't going to be for sure. Shall just hope for the best.

To everyone else, merry christmas and I hope you have a very happy new year, and don't let anything dampen your spirits. Stay happy always :)

Thursday, December 22, 2005
2:34 PM

Just watched Mona Lisa Smile. Again. I adore Julia Roberts. Her eyes, her lips, her smile, her acting..everything. She's just way cool. My favourite actress..haha.

Monday, December 19, 2005
1:45 PM

Was on the bus home earlier when I saw this fragile old couple (probably in their late sixties ir early seventies). Both husband and wife were carrying one big plastic bag each filled with groceries, and when it was time for them to get off the bus, the wife helped the old man to carry his plastic bag, and the man helped her to get off the bus.

I couldn't help but smile to myself as I looked at them. Indeed, a sudden wave of sentimentalism gushed over me. I wondered to myself, how satisfying and fulfilling it may be to have one person stand by you through the years- sorta like your soulmate- the one constant in your life, someone you can grow old with.

Now wouldn't that be perfect?

Of course it would be. But the fact remains that I stepped out of the bus and back into the fucked up reality of my life. Lol.

Monday, December 12, 2005
12:20 AM

Went for a 5click jog with Jerry yesterday. After which we went to the gym for an hour. That had to be the best workout of my life..shiok. It feels good when your muscles are painfully tensed up after a good workout. I felt totally wasted. I suspect I will be going to the gym again in 2 days or so.. can't wait. To punish my muscles.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005
1:30 AM

Finally got down to changing the blogskin. Refreshing change, ain't it? Lol.