11:00 PM
this is the second time i'm typing this entry.. tmd. this blogspot..z
is limGC ok? heard from a few people that she's been extremely distressed these few days. i didnt notice anything unusual, perhaps because my last econs lesson was early in the morning on friday (when she was visibly ok). anyways, i guess people should realize (if they already haven't done so) that responsibility is never a one-sided issue, and no one party can be held totally liable for any action. in the context of school, responsibility revolves around teachers and students. of course, students bear the major burden of responsibility. teachers just have to.. well, do their part. as for limGC, how could anyone doubt her credibility or integrity? its limGC we're talking about here. yes, she may be abit slack during her lessons, but its just her style, isn't it? how can one possibly accuse her of not caring about students' welfare or progress? hello?! its limGC we're talking about here. in fact, she was the one who helped s7b out of the pathetic state we were in last year, and spurred us on to become the top class for prelims. that's no mean feat, i reckon. i mean, true, circumstances do play a part, all i'm saying is, please don't just shove all the blame on a teacher, especially one who has done so much for the students. limGC doesn't deserve such an atrocity.
anyways, right now everyone is harping about CCA points, but frankly, i couldn't care less. i got 16 points, i think? didn't even bother to check it..lol. they are of no use to me anyway, since i'm planning to study at melb uni after NS. to read biomedical science there, i need an average of AAA for 3 subs, and B3 for GP. my prelim grades are nowhere near that man. i got CCE for 3 subs? z.. so what i really need now is grades, i guess. worst-case scenario of course would be not qualifying for uni education at all, but an equally bad scenario would be winding up at NUS. how can i possibly endure 3 to 4 years of a tortorous, bland, monotonous, lame, sucky, irritating life which i've already endured for the past 2 years? no.. its a definite nono. i HAVE to go overseas. i really need to escape SG for awhile. away from family.. away from home. zz. how i long to live in my own apartment. seriously, i wouldn't get homesick. i've had enough of this dysfunctional family anyway. bah.. grades grades grades.. how am i ever going to achieve them? and my GP compre got a fucking 33/50.. how will i ever get A1 for GP? not to mention, A for chem? HOW LAR. i don't even know where or how to start....arghhhhhhhhh i feel completely at a loss here. totally screwed. up. zzzzzzzzzzzz
11:00 PM
this is the second time i'm typing this entry.. tmd. this blogspot..z
is limGC ok? heard from a few people that she's been extremely distressed these few days. i didnt notice anything unusual, perhaps because my last econs lesson was early in the morning on friday (when she was visibly ok). anyways, i guess people should realize (if they already haven't done so) that responsibility is never a one-sided issue, and no one party can be held totally liable for any action. in the context of school, responsibility revolves around teachers and students. of course, students bear the major burden of responsibility. teachers just have to.. well, do their part. as for limGC, how could anyone doubt her credibility or integrity? its limGC we're talking about here. yes, she may be abit slack during her lessons, but its just her style, isn't it? how can one possibly accuse her of not caring about students' welfare or progress? hello?! its limGC we're talking about here. in fact, she was the one who helped s7b out of the pathetic state we were in last year, and spurred us on to become the top class for prelims. that's no mean feat, i reckon. i mean, true, circumstances do play a part, all i'm saying is, please don't just shove all the blame on a teacher, especially one who has done so much for the students. limGC doesn't deserve such an atrocity.
anyways, right now everyone is harping about CCA points, but frankly, i couldn't care less. i got 16 points, i think? didn't even bother to check it..lol. they are of no use to me anyway, since i'm planning to study at melb uni after NS. to read biomedical science there, i need an average of AAA for 3 subs, and B3 for GP. my prelim grades are nowhere near that man. i got CCE for 3 subs? z.. so what i really need now is grades, i guess. worst-case scenario of course would be not qualifying for uni education at all, but an equally bad scenario would be winding up at NUS. how can i possibly endure 3 to 4 years of a tortorous, bland, monotonous, lame, sucky, irritating life which i've already endured for the past 2 years? no.. its a definite nono. i HAVE to go overseas. i really need to escape SG for awhile. away from family.. away from home. zz. how i long to live in my own apartment. seriously, i wouldn't get homesick. i've had enough of this dysfunctional family anyway. bah.. grades grades grades.. how am i ever going to achieve them? and my GP compre got a fucking 33/50.. how will i ever get A1 for GP? not to mention, A for chem? HOW LAR. i don't even know where or how to start....arghhhhhhhhh i feel completely at a loss here. totally screwed. up. zzzzzzzzzzzz
