how? i'm hopeless. i've only completed maths and 0.5 of chem, its already thursday. 3 more days to complete bio and econs? who am i kidding? i wonder what has happened to me over these years. back in sji, i was a slacker, but somehow i always managed to do decently in exams. now in nj, i've realised i've become an even worse slacker? seems that s7 culture is so different from the s6 culture. in fact, the s6 people actually demoralise me, because they've already finished their revision. and they're practising now. some, are already dreaming about the As on the progress report (which they'll get anyway). what about me? i'm aiming to pass..ha.

dunno, maybe i'm not cut out for this SG education system, i'm of too low a calibre already. university life threatens to be even worse than college life (in SG at least). sure, you want a change of environment, but is the grass really greener on the other side? if i make it to melb uni, will i make it through?

i suppose 16 is really the "prime" of your life. sweet 16. after that, everything goes downhill. at least for me. going to college. screwing up prelims. screwing up the As. going for fukin NS (PES B).

zzzzz i hate my life