just some random haphazard thoughts:
 
i had yet another twisted dream again, last night. well, thats not really the point, sinc ei have weird dreams every night. but yesterday the dream practically went on and on...maybe coz i slept earlier? anyway, i dreamt that lions invaded my neighbourhood. how lame can it get? but the thing is, they weren't normal, live lions.  they were actually animate lions- you know, lions that are used in lion dance. non living things. objects.  that somehow came to life. don't ask me how. so they were terrorising the neighbourhood, the typical lame stuff that villains do. so some hero has to put an end to the anarchy right? well, it was some wonderwoman. of all people, i dreamt that she saved everyone, including rescuing me. HER. SHE. arghh. why? sick i tell you. its just sick.
 
its quite saddening to note that there were more 'casualties' after this CT. by casualties, i mean those who have to drop a subject. while some were actually brainwashed (or should i qualify that? induced maybe) by teachers to think that they were really weak, and couldn't handle the pressures of 4 subs; others actually practically gave up and lost interest in a particular subject, leading to them dropping it. personally, if i were in their shoes, i'd actually have perservered at all costs.. i just wouldn't be able to bear dropping anything.  i couldnt hate any of my 4 subs that much. but then again, we have to respect their decisions, and wish them the best. in a way, you become stronger and more focussed after dropping a subject, i believe. all is not lost. well, at least they're better off than me. i'm unable to grasp the vastness of the big picture. i'm just a shallow individual, preferring to float aimlessly in a self-imposed limbo.
 
come to think of it, i really miss drumming. been weeks. i used to feel alive when i was playing drums. the energy, the adrenaline. sigh...