i'm home early today, not because i'm free, but because i chose not to go for cca (though it isn't compulsory for j2s to go down now). i'm really quite pissed with the new j1 exco. i mean, if they have any problems/difficulties/queries, they should approach me right? why do i have to receive an sms from vincent asking me to message a particular j1 coz that guy is "looking for me"?! i mean, its only common courtesy for HIM to message ME directly. but nvm. i'm nice. i bothered to sms that guy. and what happens? he didn't even reply. that's it, i'm washing my hands off this cca already. its fucked up for me to worry about this kinda things. i really can't be bothered with their problems anymore. they're in the exco now. they should try to handle any problems themselves.

on a lighter note, i finally ran 5k today!!! ~ woohoo~. wanted to on monday, but i was sick. dang. made up for it today. god, it felt so good after i completed the run. muscles aching, drenched in sweat..its a good feeling. am i getting masochistic here? haha, i shall try 6k on friday. wish me luck, lol.

was chatting with yt on the way home, and we were talking about our ambitions and stuff. and i realised, i'm really not sure what i'm interested in you know? some of my friends are so sure about their future plans. "doctor". "science". "business". "econs". as for me, well. there was a time i was interested in social studies, political science and geography. but that was in secondary school. in j1, i suddenly became interested in life sciences and all. now, i'm interested in economics. but the thing is, i can't picture myself in a career related to any of these fields. argh. forget it. i'll just go with the flow. my results will determine my fate.