sigh. wonder how the 401 outing will be like? its been ages since we've had a class outing, it'd be interesting to meet them after such a long time. but i guess the timing of the outing is wrong.. from what i've heard, not many people are actually going. everyone wants to mug actually. sigh. so here i am. one of the ponners. how do i motivate myself to study? every so often, when i actually sit down to study, i find that my attention span lasts only for like 2 or 3 hours at most. and i feel numb when i'm studying, i'll be like chanting everything.. it'll all enter and leave my brain simultaneously. like i studied food chem the other day, and today i'm like wtf? do i actually remember anything i studied? how do people manage to mug everything so thoroughly? i know, the motivation is the A on the progress report, but is that really all we can hope for? it doesnt convinve me to want to study more. anyways, i've never gotten an A anyway, i don't know what it feels like to get one. well, what can i say? there's around 10 more days left. hope i'll make good use of the 1 week remaining. ok i know i can't get As. but i don't wanna see a string of Es again.

{irrelevant comment}p.s. omg. theres a 6A outing on monday omgomgomgomgomg. should i go? i'll freak out??!! meeting them after 6 years? do you have ANY idea how much i've changed over this half a decade? hmm..is zhenjie going? if she goes then i'll go.. muahahhaa.{/irrelevant comment}